“What do you have to offer me?” she asked.
Nervously, I answer:
“I function within an economy
of words,
and I can offer you
a library
of books
written about the way
you look tonight.”
Faith, Health, and Other Musings
May our minds flourish with creation, and may our hands never deny its expression.
“What do you have to offer me?” she asked.
Nervously, I answer:
“I function within an economy
of words,
and I can offer you
a library
of books
written about the way
you look tonight.”
I’ve been a lot of things:
eager
reserved
euphoric
morose
confused
and
incorrigible,
but, today,
I am only
thankful
to have you.
I have mourned you
for as long
as I have loved you;
for, from the moment
you became my heart,
I knew that,
someday,
my chest would
never be
that full again.
(What will I do with my eyes when they can’t look at you?)
When you fall in love
with a monster,
you either become
a monster
or a monster-slayer;
what you cannot do
is remain who you were —
the former version
of yourself
was sacrified
the moment you let
a monster into your heart.
I can tell
by my heartbeat
that there’s
something in you
that makes my body
to slam
against its very walls.
I think we’re drawn
into cold, unilluminated humans
because we believe there is
— there has to be —
something greater
unseen beyond
that shadowy veil,
something
inestimable,
protected,
inaccessible.
So, our imaginations
run unchained:
the more unyielding
the object of desire,
the more alluring,
the more opulent,
we fashion the world
that must flourish within them.
And we scale the walls,
taking daily pains
to climb a little farther,
until we crest the edge,
only to find a flickering street lamp
suspended above a littered lot,
with Sadism leaned up against a rusted barrel,
taking a long drag of her cigarette
and picking at old scabs.
Words are talismans
from the places
we’ve traveled
and the people
we’ve been,
and the word
I carry in my chest,
favored above all,
is your
name.
Poets have long
ached to veil desire
in flowery coverings
to transform emotion
into art.
But what’s more
boldly inspired
than a heart,
naked,
crying out
for you?
I can’t help
but to look
at you
and think
nothing has ever
looked better
on me.