The hardest
element of
being alone
is learning
to enjoy
the company.
Faith, Health, and Other Musings
May our minds flourish with creation, and may our hands never deny its expression.
The hardest
element of
being alone
is learning
to enjoy
the company.


Every morning,
I push out
my love for you,
push it beyond my reach,
until I can no longer feel it.
Every night,
I see it standing in the field
and
hear it coming through the cracks,
closing in for another
suffocated sleep.
Blood,
fire,
grief,
I did this for you.

I see you in every mountain, valley, and assembly of water. I feel you in every breeze, raindrop, and patch of sunlight. I hear you in the voices of others, in the tolling bell, and in the neighbor’s music. I smell you in the chain restaurants, the budding flowers, and the decayed leaves. I taste you in my morning coffee, in my hot tea, and in my straight whiskey. Even at the loss of my senses, I could not escape the world in my mind that is crafted in your matter. There is nothing without or within me that occurs to me before going through you, first.
We speak lies
but reveal
our truths
in action,
as though
deceit
just can’t make it
all the way
to our hands.
I can’t
deny
having known you;
we have
the same
pattern
of
stitches.
May we
consider it good
that we are broken,
for we often
heal into
a thing
much stronger
than before.